Realizing my own progress

I've been thinking about blogging, keeping track of where my life goes on a daily or weekly basis. I remembered writing this blog a few years ago. Alas, it's still there. At first I wanted to delete it. I wanted to make a point to not remember those times, the long, fearful days. Fortunately, and I truly feel fortunate for this, those days are long gone. I think it's important to recognize the change, and to be proud of the progress. For some reason I feel embarrassed? Embarrassed?!!! I shouldn't, and Ill make it a point to deal with that. Let's move forward. Lets focus on the now. This wonderful present moment. My life is what I've always wanted. Wow! I married an incredible man last April 14th. We bought a beautiful house, made it our home, and are now expecting a son this coming April. Ahh, pregnancy. It's so beautiful, and lovely. Ok, so it became that way after a couple of months of some very emotional times. Whew, I'm glad Im still married. So, hormones? No joke! I had heard about pregnant being emotional. I thought I was ready. I think Tom, my husband, though he was ready as well. We weren't. I wasn't emotional, I was a monster. Not every day, but man I had my moments. I never thought I say this, but that's behind us too! We just began our third trimester. Our little buddy is growing, healthy and active. We enjoy everything about him. We got an in home fetal heart monitor. We love listening to his little heartbeat. His kicks and spins make us feel a happiness we haven't quite felt before. So, my biggest, most important life goal... Has only 3 months left to be completed. I can't wait to meet this little guy. I can't wait to be his Mommy:)